I wish I wasn’t so forgiving.
I wish I wasn’t so optimistic.
I wish I didn’t care about the opinions of others.
I wish people could see you the way I see you.
I wish you could be the man I know you can be.
I wish you could be the man I want you to be.
To be the man I need you to be.
I wish there was something that annoyed me so badly
about you that I couldn’t imagine spending my life with you.
I wish it wasn’t so easy to have fun with you.
I wish you weren’t so sweet.
I wish my stomach wouldn’t jump when you touch me.
I wish I wasn’t so attached to you.
I wish I could just look in your eyes and that be
enough.
I wish I knew the difference between loving you and
loving the thought of you.
I wish that memory could be erased.
I wish all those years weren’t just a waste.
That those years weren’t heartbreak after heartbreak.
I wish I could trust you.
Trust that what you say is what you will actually
do.
Trust that history won’t repeat itself.
I wish my thoughts wouldn’t be consumed by you.
I wish my head would agree with my heart.
I wish my family and friends could understand my
heart.
I wish my head wasn’t so overpowering.
I wish when I meet someone new I don’t immediately
compare them to you.
I wish distance would be the solution.
I wish I could let myself feel that way again.
I wish I didn’t have to flaunt our failed
relationship in front of you every time we’re together.
I wish I wasn’t a constant reminder of what you
screwed up.
Of what we could’ve been.
Of what we could be.
I wish I didn’t have to say no to you.
I wish I could look in your eyes and not see
sadness.
Not see regret.
Not see disappointment.
I wish I could help you.
I wish you could truly move on.
And let me go.
I wish you would move mountains to be with me.
I wish you would find another me.
A better me.
I wish I could find another you.
A better you.
I wish you would let me find another you.
I wish I didn’t have to find another you.
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